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This is an independant Sollux Captor roleplaying account that does not follow the canon storyline directly. As such there will be things that happen that may seem to be OOC. Sorry. Also: There is a possibility of future NSFW things here. You've been warned.
This is my first rp blog on tumblr, but I have been rping for years. If I make a mistake, sorry. It happens.
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Homecoming
You pull away enough to look at him, taking your hand out of his hair to wipe the remaining tears off your eyes and red tinted cheeks. You place your palm on the side of his face, tracing the soft flesh under his ruby hued eye with the pad of your thumb, careful not to cut skin with your nail.
“I know you promised, I have faith in you, I really do.”
The edges of your mouth twitch up slightly as you shake your head and lean forward to connect his lips with yours for a quick, gentle kiss, then back away again, but don’t go far.
“It’s fine, I’m being selfish, you shouldn’t have to stay with me all the time, I’m just a fucked over little bitch who needs to grow the hell up. I should know better by now, especially with what’s going on in my head…I just feel like I’m losing it Sollux, I don’t feel as sane as I use to.”
You avert your eyes, staring down at a the spot that connects his neck and shoulder. You probably sounded crazy, he was going to think you were going nuts, which you wouldn’t doubt.
>You nuzzle against his hand and smile softly. His hand is soft and warm and comforting in a way you didn’t realize you had missed. You drop your hand and settle it on his back, holding him close to you. You lean in and kiss his nose and cheeks, returning his affection several times over. When he speaks you feel yourself start to worry. You know what its like to start losing yourself and you never wanted that for him.
You’re not a little bitch KK. And if you are then at leatht you’re mine. Ath for not feeling ath thane ath you uthed to, maybe I can help with that. I know a bit about being crazy. Maybe I can help you figure out what’th going on.
>You rubbed his back slowly, trying to think of a way to distract him from his troubles and make him feel better. You’re out of practice at being a decent matesprit though and you really aren’t sure where to start so you just settle for being as calm and loving and supportive as you know how to be.
You draw in a quiet breath between clenched teeth, your tail swaying out behind you and landing on the couch with a soft thump. Everything he does helps you, even if he isn’t aware, one of his comments even draw out a sullen chuckle, but it’s better than nothing. You press closer to him, making sure your chest is directly lined up with his side as you hide your face in the crook of his neck.
“I know what’s going on, I am fucking mental. Sollux, I’m sorry,”
The pressure on your back causes you to relax, eliciting a subtle sigh, cool air brushing against Sollux’s throat. Your hand slides from his cheek to the back of his head where you tangle your fingers in his hair again and hold onto him as if he would leave if you let go. You knew he promised, you trusted him to stay, but you’ve been alone for far too long and just the thought of it happening again frightens you.
>You stay silent as he readjusts himself. You let him cling to you without saying anything. You understand. You’ve been alone before, you know what that cab do to a persons mind. You just continue to rub his back. You watch his tail as it moves. It’s interesting. You can’t help but stare at it. You want to touch it again, but you don’t know if the whole thing is sensitive or just the base.
Hey KK….I love you. Don’t ever doubt that.
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Homecoming
A soft purr rumbles in your chest as you nuzzle against his hand, leaning into his touch, sobs tumbling through you and shaking your body. When he tries to comfort you, it works, at least helping you, making it known that he hasn’t completely given up on your fucked up ass. The kisses shock you after you reluctantly let your hands fall and curl loosely against his chest, but you don’t pull away, you would never pull away from Sollux.
“I love you Sollux and I don’t want you to leave, I couldn’t handle it again.”
You move forward, wrapping your arms around his neck and hugging him tightly, as if you were a child clinging for comfort, well to him, you probably were, considering the age difference. You press your forehead against his neck, nuzzling into him and locking your fingers in his hair.
>You continued to shower him with little kisses, raining them down on wherever you could reach. The top of his head, his cheeks, hie ear, wherever your lips landed you planted a small kiss. He was clinging to you like a child but you didn’t mind. In the end it was something you both needed. He needed you and you needed him and that’s really all that mattered.
Hey, what’th all that about me leaving? Com on KK, have a little faith. I already promithed you I wathn’t going anywhere. I promithed you I’d come home and I did, tho of courthe I’m going to thtay now that I’m here.
>You keep your tone light so that he doesn’t think you’re annoyed. You just want him to smile and be happy again. You want your first night home to be memorable for happy reasons.
If I’d known what me leaving wath going to cauthe I never would have left in the firtht place. I would have found a way to learn what I needed without leaving your thide.
>You nuzzle against him. He’s soft and warm and everything you’ve needed and missed these last two months. You rub his back and pull him as close as possible.
You pull away enough to look at him, taking your hand out of his hair to wipe the remaining tears off your eyes and red tinted cheeks. You place your palm on the side of his face, tracing the soft flesh under his ruby hued eye with the pad of your thumb, careful not to cut skin with your nail.
“I know you promised, I have faith in you, I really do.”
The edges of your mouth twitch up slightly as you shake your head and lean forward to connect his lips with yours for a quick, gentle kiss, then back away again, but don’t go far.
“It’s fine, I’m being selfish, you shouldn’t have to stay with me all the time, I’m just a fucked over little bitch who needs to grow the hell up. I should know better by now, especially with what’s going on in my head…I just feel like I’m losing it Sollux, I don’t feel as sane as I use to.”
You avert your eyes, staring down at a the spot that connects his neck and shoulder. You probably sounded crazy, he was going to think you were going nuts, which you wouldn’t doubt.
>You nuzzle against his hand and smile softly. His hand is soft and warm and comforting in a way you didn’t realize you had missed. You drop your hand and settle it on his back, holding him close to you. You lean in and kiss his nose and cheeks, returning his affection several times over. When he speaks you feel yourself start to worry. You know what its like to start losing yourself and you never wanted that for him.
You’re not a little bitch KK. And if you are then at leatht you’re mine. Ath for not feeling ath thane ath you uthed to, maybe I can help with that. I know a bit about being crazy. Maybe I can help you figure out what’th going on.
>You rubbed his back slowly, trying to think of a way to distract him from his troubles and make him feel better. You’re out of practice at being a decent matesprit though and you really aren’t sure where to start so you just settle for being as calm and loving and supportive as you know how to be.
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Put an “UNF” in my ask and I’ll answer these.
If we kissed:
[] We wouldn’t.
[] Awkward…!
[] Long & meaningful~
[] Tongue please.
[] Softly bite your lips.
[] Get rough.
[] Quickie!
[] Bedroom?
[] but we wont because you have a girlfriend/boyfriend.
If you tried to hold my hand, I’d…
[] reject you
[] would become awkward
[] hold your hand
[] lock hands with you
Would I go out with you?
[] No thank you.
[] Nah, you’re like family.
[] Maybe
[] If I knew you better, I’d consider it.
[] Sorry, you’re cute but not my type.
[] Yes, definitely.
[] I already have!
[] I genuinely have no idea.
If we got married, I’d :
[] Divorce you.
[] Take your money and bounce.
[] Cheat on you.
[] Be faithful.
[] Get it on.
[] Have kids![] Wonder how I got you.
[] Keep you forever.
You + Me + Room =
[] I wouldn’t let you in.
[] Generally hang out.
[] Listen to music.
[] Pillow fight!
[] Stay up all night.
[] Sleep with you platonically.
[] Hold you tight.
[] Keep you up moaning and screaming.
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Homecoming
“I can’t go into the nutrition block…I’ve tried and it just…it brings out an awful reaction, I don’t want to scare Leilah. Because of it, I can’t really eat as much and used the extra food that wasn’t in the block to feed the grub.”
You lean back against him and let out a quiet sigh, you were pathetic and it was embarrassing, you shouldn’t feel as bad as you did, but the feeling wouldn’t go away. Every time you close your eyes for a while, your think pan wanders to that night, you see her screaming, crying, pleading with you to stop hurting her, but you couldn’t and it pissed you off. You were mad at yourself, you were mad at Terezi for coming over that day.
“I’m sorry for everything, I didn’t mean for any of it to happen. Sollux, I’m sorry.”
You curl up and hide your face in your hands, pale tears welling up in your eyes and dripping down gray flesh. You’ve done so much to fuck up everything, it was surprising that Sollux proposed to you today, that he still wanted to be with you despite your obvious screw ups.
>When he says that he hasn’t been eating your first thought is to immediately get up and make him some food, but the way he curls up in your lap makes that impossible. You bring a hand up and run it through his hair gently. You make soft little noises that had always calmed the girls whenever they had been upset. You just hoped it worked for your matesprit as well.
It’th alright. I know. I know you didn’t mean for any of it to happen. I know that. I’m not going to thay that I’m completely okay with everything that happened while I wath gone, but I’m altho not going to blame you for any of it either. I know you. I know you didn’t want any of that. You told me that and I believe you.
>You stop petting him to catch his chin between your fingers and pull his face up gently.You nudge his hands away from his face and start kissing away his tears. They’re salty and you don’t like that he’s crying, but you’re not going to just sit there and not try to do something about it.
A soft purr rumbles in your chest as you nuzzle against his hand, leaning into his touch, sobs tumbling through you and shaking your body. When he tries to comfort you, it works, at least helping you, making it known that he hasn’t completely given up on your fucked up ass. The kisses shock you after you reluctantly let your hands fall and curl loosely against his chest, but you don’t pull away, you would never pull away from Sollux.
“I love you Sollux and I don’t want you to leave, I couldn’t handle it again.”
You move forward, wrapping your arms around his neck and hugging him tightly, as if you were a child clinging for comfort, well to him, you probably were, considering the age difference. You press your forehead against his neck, nuzzling into him and locking your fingers in his hair.
>You continued to shower him with little kisses, raining them down on wherever you could reach. The top of his head, his cheeks, hie ear, wherever your lips landed you planted a small kiss. He was clinging to you like a child but you didn’t mind. In the end it was something you both needed. He needed you and you needed him and that’s really all that mattered.
Hey, what’th all that about me leaving? Com on KK, have a little faith. I already promithed you I wathn’t going anywhere. I promithed you I’d come home and I did, tho of courthe I’m going to thtay now that I’m here.
>You keep your tone light so that he doesn’t think you’re annoyed. You just want him to smile and be happy again. You want your first night home to be memorable for happy reasons.
If I’d known what me leaving wath going to cauthe I never would have left in the firtht place. I would have found a way to learn what I needed without leaving your thide.
>You nuzzle against him. He’s soft and warm and everything you’ve needed and missed these last two months. You rub his back and pull him as close as possible.
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Homecoming
You didn’t know if he would think less of you when you told him…this stuff happened in your society all the time right? It shouldn’t be that big of a deal, then why did you feel like it was?
“I just don’t…want you hating me because I’ve done something wrong. I couldn’t control it and I know that I’ve been saying that shitty phrase a lot lately and that it probably doesn’t fucking matter anymore.”
You flick your gaze over towards the nutrition block, then back to Sollux, a cold chill twisting down your spine, causing you to whimper.
“I brutally murdered Terezi on the nutrition block floor before you got back. I can’t fucking sleep, I can’t get her pleading voice out of my goddamned head. I knew what I was doing, I fucking knew it, yet it was giving me a sickening sensation of joy and excitement, I couldn’t stop.”
>You scoot closer as he talks. You remember the last time he used the phrase ‘I couldn’t control it’ and how much what he’d said after hurt you. You still didn’t like thinking about that conversation. You just listen when he talks and when he reveals what had happened you were stunned. You didn’t know what to think. Violent murders were common in your society, but you had never thought Karkat capable of actually murdering anyone. He had always been too level-headed.
>You don’t speak, you just move closer to him. You wrap your arms around him and pull him into your lap. You really don’t know what to say so you just run your hands up and down his back and try to make him feel better.
KK, I don’t hate you. I never could. I think the fact that I thtill athked you to marry me after everything that’th happened thould be proof enough of that. Ath for…what heppend, I’m thurprithed yeah, but I don’t hate you for it. If you they you couldn’t control it then I believe you. I’m here for you KK, I’m here and I’m not leaving. Who knowth, maybe I can even help you thleep better and get rid of the dreamth. I know a thing or to about having dreamth like that tho..maybe I can help.
>You press soft kisses to the top of his head. You don’t really know if you know enough to really help him, but you’re definitely going to try because you don’t want him to be held back by the guilt that he’s obviously feeling.
“I can’t go into the nutrition block…I’ve tried and it just…it brings out an awful reaction, I don’t want to scare Leilah. Because of it, I can’t really eat as much and used the extra food that wasn’t in the block to feed the grub.”
You lean back against him and let out a quiet sigh, you were pathetic and it was embarrassing, you shouldn’t feel as bad as you did, but the feeling wouldn’t go away. Every time you close your eyes for a while, your think pan wanders to that night, you see her screaming, crying, pleading with you to stop hurting her, but you couldn’t and it pissed you off. You were mad at yourself, you were mad at Terezi for coming over that day.
“I’m sorry for everything, I didn’t mean for any of it to happen. Sollux, I’m sorry.”
You curl up and hide your face in your hands, pale tears welling up in your eyes and dripping down gray flesh. You’ve done so much to fuck up everything, it was surprising that Sollux proposed to you today, that he still wanted to be with you despite your obvious screw ups.
>When he says that he hasn’t been eating your first thought is to immediately get up and make him some food, but the way he curls up in your lap makes that impossible. You bring a hand up and run it through his hair gently. You make soft little noises that had always calmed the girls whenever they had been upset. You just hoped it worked for your matesprit as well.
It’th alright. I know. I know you didn’t mean for any of it to happen. I know that. I’m not going to thay that I’m completely okay with everything that happened while I wath gone, but I’m altho not going to blame you for any of it either. I know you. I know you didn’t want any of that. You told me that and I believe you.
>You stop petting him to catch his chin between your fingers and pull his face up gently.You nudge his hands away from his face and start kissing away his tears. They’re salty and you don’t like that he’s crying, but you’re not going to just sit there and not try to do something about it.
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Homecoming
You stare at the ring in awe, admiring it, loving him, it was probably the happiest you’ve ever been, that is until a twinge of guilt stirs in your stomach, causing you to close your fist tightly and set it in your lap so you would no longer have to look at it. Crawling off Sollux’s lap, you move to the other end of the couch and meet his gaze, pulling your knees to your chest as your crimson eyes filled with remorse and sorrow.
“Sollux…you know I love you more than anything right? And I never…” you avert your eyes, not wanting to see his face when you say it,“I never meant to hurt you…Sollux, I had an…accident about a few weeks before you came back.” a despondent chuckle escaped your lips, hollow and weak, “I had a lot of accidents while you were gone.”
>You’re confused when he moves to the other side of the couch and curls up. That wasn’t the reaction you were expecting at all. You had expected him to be happy. That’s what you wanted, was just one night where things seemed to go properly and your plans weren’t disrupted and ruined. The look in his eyes has you worried and when he turns away you start to feel scared. His words cause something along the lines of dread to fill you and you aren’t sure what’s going on. All you can think of is that maybe he cheated on you while you were gone or something like that. You brace yourself for the worst.
KK, what are you talking about? What accident?
You didn’t know if he would think less of you when you told him…this stuff happened in your society all the time right? It shouldn’t be that big of a deal, then why did you feel like it was?
“I just don’t…want you hating me because I’ve done something wrong. I couldn’t control it and I know that I’ve been saying that shitty phrase a lot lately and that it probably doesn’t fucking matter anymore.”
You flick your gaze over towards the nutrition block, then back to Sollux, a cold chill twisting down your spine, causing you to whimper.
“I brutally murdered Terezi on the nutrition block floor before you got back. I can’t fucking sleep, I can’t get her pleading voice out of my goddamned head. I knew what I was doing, I fucking knew it, yet it was giving me a sickening sensation of joy and excitement, I couldn’t stop.”
>You scoot closer as he talks. You remember the last time he used the phrase ‘I couldn’t control it’ and how much what he’d said after hurt you. You still didn’t like thinking about that conversation. You just listen when he talks and when he reveals what had happened you were stunned. You didn’t know what to think. Violent murders were common in your society, but you had never thought Karkat capable of actually murdering anyone. He had always been too level-headed.
>You don’t speak, you just move closer to him. You wrap your arms around him and pull him into your lap. You really don’t know what to say so you just run your hands up and down his back and try to make him feel better.
KK, I don’t hate you. I never could. I think the fact that I thtill athked you to marry me after everything that’th happened thould be proof enough of that. Ath for…what heppend, I’m thurprithed yeah, but I don’t hate you for it. If you they you couldn’t control it then I believe you. I’m here for you KK, I’m here and I’m not leaving. Who knowth, maybe I can even help you thleep better and get rid of the dreamth. I know a thing or to about having dreamth like that tho..maybe I can help.
>You press soft kisses to the top of his head. You don’t really know if you know enough to really help him, but you’re definitely going to try because you don’t want him to be held back by the guilt that he’s obviously feeling.
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Homecoming
You inhale sharply, shocked by the sudden sensation of arms holding you in an embrace, but after a moment to compose yourself, you are hugging him back, smiling like a retarded clown on happy drugs. He actually wanted a long term matespritship with you, something you’ve never had, as sad as it sounds, but true all the same. Sollux Captor was now becoming the most stable thing about your shitty existence and you found that to be a more than a little ironic. The thought has you chuckling quietly, looking up at him in time to have your laugh muffled by his lips.
>You tighten your hold on him slightly and continue the kiss for a few moments before breaking it and resting your forehead against his. His face is blurry from how close the two of you are and the tears collecting in your eyes but you don’t mind that. You notice that the tv is still on and you grin. You bend down and pick him up, holding him close so he doesn’t fall and carry him over to the couch. You set him down gently then flop down next to him and wrap your arms around his waist. It occurs to you that you’re still holding the ring. You detach yourself enough to hold it up to him.
Tho, you gonna put thith on or do you want me to do that for you?
Your fingers slid up to loosely grip Sollux’s hair, gently tugging on it as you purr into the kiss. It ends too soon, your eyes flicker open and you want to follow his lips when he pulls away, but reluctantly keep yourself still instead, muffling the whine in the back of your throat. Your breathing is slightly heavier and your blood pusher is beating frantically, a meager flush creeping along your cheeks, it’s amazing that he could still do this to you. Your lips twitch up into a small smile when he lifts you into his arms, causing you to cling to him even though you were certain he wouldn’t drop you. You cuddle against him and your tail flops over your lap, the scales brushing against his arm. Sitting up, you glance at the piece of jewelry and purse your lips.
“I think I can put a ring on, but if you want to…”
>You chuckle and grab his left hand. You pull the ring out of the box and slip it on to his finger carefully. You’ve been waiting since before your accident to see him wearing it and now that he is you feel like crying from happiness. You kiss his hand and sit up. You lean against him and run your thumb over his knuckles. You don’t want to let him go. Not yet.
It lookth good on you.
>You don’t mention how long you’ve been waiting to ask. You don’t see any reason to cast a shadow of sadness on what should be one of the happiest nights of your lives.
You stare at the ring in awe, admiring it, loving him, it was probably the happiest you’ve ever been, that is until a twinge of guilt stirs in your stomach, causing you to close your fist tightly and set it in your lap so you would no longer have to look at it. Crawling off Sollux’s lap, you move to the other end of the couch and meet his gaze, pulling your knees to your chest as your crimson eyes filled with remorse and sorrow.
“Sollux…you know I love you more than anything right? And I never…” you avert your eyes, not wanting to see his face when you say it,“I never meant to hurt you…Sollux, I had an…accident about a few weeks before you came back.” a despondent chuckle escaped your lips, hollow and weak, “I had a lot of accidents while you were gone.”
>You’re confused when he moves to the other side of the couch and curls up. That wasn’t the reaction you were expecting at all. You had expected him to be happy. That’s what you wanted, was just one night where things seemed to go properly and your plans weren’t disrupted and ruined. The look in his eyes has you worried and when he turns away you start to feel scared. His words cause something along the lines of dread to fill you and you aren’t sure what’s going on. All you can think of is that maybe he cheated on you while you were gone or something like that. You brace yourself for the worst.
KK, what are you talking about? What accident?
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Homecoming
You inhale sharply, shocked by the sudden sensation of arms holding you in an embrace, but after a moment to compose yourself, you are hugging him back, smiling like a retarded clown on happy drugs. He actually wanted a long term matespritship with you, something you’ve never had, as sad as it sounds, but true all the same. Sollux Captor was now becoming the most stable thing about your shitty existence and you found that to be a more than a little ironic. The thought has you chuckling quietly, looking up at him in time to have your laugh muffled by his lips.
>You tighten your hold on him slightly and continue the kiss for a few moments before breaking it and resting your forehead against his. His face is blurry from how close the two of you are and the tears collecting in your eyes but you don’t mind that. You notice that the tv is still on and you grin. You bend down and pick him up, holding him close so he doesn’t fall and carry him over to the couch. You set him down gently then flop down next to him and wrap your arms around his waist. It occurs to you that you’re still holding the ring. You detach yourself enough to hold it up to him.
Tho, you gonna put thith on or do you want me to do that for you?
Your fingers slid up to loosely grip Sollux’s hair, gently tugging on it as you purr into the kiss. It ends too soon, your eyes flicker open and you want to follow his lips when he pulls away, but reluctantly keep yourself still instead, muffling the whine in the back of your throat. Your breathing is slightly heavier and your blood pusher is beating frantically, a meager flush creeping along your cheeks, it’s amazing that he could still do this to you. Your lips twitch up into a small smile when he lifts you into his arms, causing you to cling to him even though you were certain he wouldn’t drop you. You cuddle against him and your tail flops over your lap, the scales brushing against his arm. Sitting up, you glance at the piece of jewelry and purse your lips.
“I think I can put a ring on, but if you want to…”
>You chuckle and grab his left hand. You pull the ring out of the box and slip it on to his finger carefully. You’ve been waiting since before your accident to see him wearing it and now that he is you feel like crying from happiness. You kiss his hand and sit up. You lean against him and run your thumb over his knuckles. You don’t want to let him go. Not yet.
It lookth good on you.
>You don’t mention how long you’ve been waiting to ask. You don’t see any reason to cast a shadow of sadness on what should be one of the happiest nights of your lives.
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When you want to remind someone to reply to your roleplay but you’re too scared
So you end up just sitting at your computer like
this is me
all the time
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Homecoming
You’re more than slightly puzzled when he doesn’t stand up, but instead gets to his knees, it showed in your expression, your eyebrows pulling together, your lips pursing, and your head tilting a little to the side. When he starts talking to you, a slow realization shocks your think pan and your eyes start to widen at the sight of the small box. If you weren’t nervous before, you sure were now. At the end of his speech, you’re already nodding frantically, not trusting your voice to speak anything other than a whispered ‘yes’. Your red tinted eyes gleamed with excitement and you have to keep yourself from getting too enthusiastic, you should be more mature than this, but oh, you weren’t.
>You barely catch his whispered ‘yes’ but the second you do you’re on your feet with your arms around him. You’re grinning happily and you feel like nothing could possibly go wrong now. You lean in and kiss him. The first real kiss in longer than you care to remember. Ay that moment, there in his arms, so close to him again. That’s when it finally clicks. You’re home. You’re where you ought to be and you’re never leaving again. Not ever.
You inhale sharply, shocked by the sudden sensation of arms holding you in an embrace, but after a moment to compose yourself, you are hugging him back, smiling like a retarded clown on happy drugs. He actually wanted a long term matespritship with you, something you’ve never had, as sad as it sounds, but true all the same. Sollux Captor was now becoming the most stable thing about your shitty existence and you found that to be a more than a little ironic. The thought has you chuckling quietly, looking up at him in time to have your laugh muffled by his lips.
>You tighten your hold on him slightly and continue the kiss for a few moments before breaking it and resting your forehead against his. His face is blurry from how close the two of you are and the tears collecting in your eyes but you don’t mind that. You notice that the tv is still on and you grin. You bend down and pick him up, holding him close so he doesn’t fall and carry him over to the couch. You set him down gently then flop down next to him and wrap your arms around his waist. It occurs to you that you’re still holding the ring. You detach yourself enough to hold it up to him.
Tho, you gonna put thith on or do you want me to do that for you?
Source: gemiiniicaptor
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